im so upset you ruined my day. i wanted to go and meet my boyfriend at changi beach and because i want to be a better person i decided to have lunch with my family and we ended so late and now i cant meet my boyfriend because its so far and he lives as pasir ris and even if i go to meet him i had such a full lunch that i am too full for dinner so no point having dinner. WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME?? this is what putting family first has caused me and i am so sad. i wanted to go and see him because it is so hard to meet him. you remembered the wrong day and now i am so upset. you've got such bad timing

i wanted to be a better adult but here i am, unable to be there for the person i wanted to because i tried to be better. he already ended his training and i'm left with nothing but sorrow at how incompetent i am

what's done is done and there's no going back which is life and it's so sad 

with or without, to be or not to be

 sometimes i wish it could me 
i wish i could have met you
before all the pain you had to endure through your life
then i would have saved you from your own hell.
so the pain you've endured would never be put into play
so that you wouldn't be suffering today
it may mean that we would never have met 
but that's okay,
i want you to be happy, without or without me 

silence

the world may be noisy
but actually, it's silent
the things that do matter
have all been lost in translation

17%

there was once
you said you 
couldn't feel 
the warmth 
of your heart 
was extinguished
coldness resonates
until i 

there was once 
it was 0.9% 
and slowly
it grew
2.5%

months have passed
now we are 
almost there
it's 17%
your heart 
is warm
thawed.

wanna be with you

i'd spend the rest of my days 
wondering if you feel the same 
wishing, hoping,
i'm constantly praying 
praying you feel the same 
i just wish it could be you 
i want to share my life with you 
why do the words 
i
love
you
resonate so much
but only when 
i think of you 

i wish i could 
hear the words 
i
love
you
would you be 
ready to say it too?

i wanna be the one
so let me into your heart
let me be the one to guide you 
to save you from your 
black heart
let me stay by your side
i'll prove the rest wrong,
you are the one 
i wanna be with 
for the rest of my life 

happy

she has never felt so alone

in a world filled with 

meaningless things

rich kids and 

poor kids

who,

really 

ends

up

happy?

if i do

end up rich

will i be happy?

i could buy all that i

have ever wanted and be

happy to have succeeded

but would i?

would i really be happy? 

travel 

the world

and retire young,

able to stay in singapore

without worrying more and more

as taxes could rise and fall.

what would it take?

to be rich and to

maybe have 

lost it all?

i

just

want

to

be

happy.

will

i

be

happy

only

if

i'm

rich?

.

tell

me.

please.