im so upset you ruined my day. i wanted to go and meet my boyfriend at changi beach and because i want to be a better person i decided to have lunch with my family and we ended so late and now i cant meet my boyfriend because its so far and he lives as pasir ris and even if i go to meet him i had such a full lunch that i am too full for dinner so no point having dinner. WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME?? this is what putting family first has caused me and i am so sad. i wanted to go and see him because it is so hard to meet him. you remembered the wrong day and now i am so upset. you've got such bad timing

i wanted to be a better adult but here i am, unable to be there for the person i wanted to because i tried to be better. he already ended his training and i'm left with nothing but sorrow at how incompetent i am

what's done is done and there's no going back which is life and it's so sad