with or without, to be or not to be

 sometimes i wish it could me 
i wish i could have met you
before all the pain you had to endure through your life
then i would have saved you from your own hell.
so the pain you've endured would never be put into play
so that you wouldn't be suffering today
it may mean that we would never have met 
but that's okay,
i want you to be happy, without or without me 

silence

the world may be noisy
but actually, it's silent
the things that do matter
have all been lost in translation

17%

there was once
you said you 
couldn't feel 
the warmth 
of your heart 
was extinguished
coldness resonates
until i 

there was once 
it was 0.9% 
and slowly
it grew
2.5%

months have passed
now we are 
almost there
it's 17%
your heart 
is warm
thawed.